A Prom Dress for Desdemona!

Prom is right around the corner, and if Desdemona were to ever attend my prom, she would definitely be seen wearing this particular dress. I found this BCBG dress online, and I knew that it would be perfect for her since it reflects her personality so well! It is a soft, pale yellow and it is made of silk. The subtle color portrays her pure, yet vague persona. She does speak throughout the play, but many of her thoughts are not professed to the audience. It is difficult to know what she is thinking, and as I read the play, I thought she had a very celestial role since characters would be talking about her, as if she was a glimmering star isolated in the universe. Her beauty seemed to enchant whomever she meant, especially Othello.

Another important aspect of the dress is the fact that it is made of silk. This represents the wealth that she comes from, since silk is a very expensive fabric. Her father, Brabantio is a Venetian senator who shelters Desdemona from the outside world, and wants her to marry into money. He is appalled when he finds out that his daughter and Othello secretly elope. Othello is not the type of person Brabantio wants to see his daughter with, because of the fact that he is black.

Also, since the style of the dress, which is an off-the-shoulder style, really portrays the pure femininity that Desdemona possesses. She would never be the type of girl to wear a risqué and revealing dress, simply because of her quiet demeanor. She lives to love Othello, and cannot stand the fact that her father is the biggest critic her her relationship with her husband. It is a little odd that she would choose to be with Othello, since he is so different from the men her father introduces into her personal milieu. But, in my opinion, she has gravitated towards someone like Othello in order to rebel against her dad's control, since he is the polar opposite of what Brabantio wants for her. All in all, I believe Desdemona is tired of the homogenous population of men she is surrounded by everyday, and is ready to love an exotic man.

Ohhh that Othello!

For me, Othello has seemed to be most stable character throughout this entire play. He manages to handle any drama that comes his way with a calm, cool, and collected state of mind. Since he is a Moor, his appearance is very exotic, since he has dark skin and is the complete opposite of the fair Desdemona. He is passionately in love with Desdemona, but things get complicated all because of a certain dissident, Iago, at the end of the play.

Iago's scheme to mess up the relationship between Desdemona and Othello was unfortunately destroyed due to level of Iago's madness (which was fueled by more than a scintilla of frustration). Their intimate relationship was destroyed when Iago ordered his wife to make an exact replica of the handkerchief that Desdemona gave to Othello. Then, he dropped the handkerchief where Cassio was able to find it, which made it seem like Desdemona gave the handkerchief to Cassio. When Othello finds out that Desdemona "gave her handkerchief to Cassio" the reader is able to see that he has an explosive temper.

He begins screaming at Iago, creating an éclat of passionate betrayal and anger. This scheme that Iago conjured up was expedient since it was convenient for him, but really transformed the calm-tempered Othello. He was unable to recoup his sanity from this shocking news, and decided to plot a murder against both Cassio and Desdemona. Othello is a man of solid morals, but once he discovered the supposed disloyalty of his fair Desdemona, he became a malicious new person.

Iago is "that guy"

While reading the play, Othello, I was intrigued by the character of Iago, and his powers of deception and his selfish demeanor. In every dilemma that he seemed to get himself caught up with, it would always be because of his own selfish ways. In the first scene of the play, Iago makes his frustration ubiquitous to Roderigo as well as the reader, since Othello appointed Cassio as the new lieutenant and not Iago. So, throughout the play, Iago reveal his splenetic persona towards anyone that gets in the way of what he wants.

What frustrates Iago the most, is the fact that he knows that he is more qualified to be Othello's lieutenant than Cassio is. But, in the end Othello is too complacent with Iago being his "ancient" that he offers Cassio the position instead. The relationship between Othello and Iago gets further destroyed when Iago suspects that Othello slept with his wife, Emilia. The reader is left with a question in their mind...is Iago upset because Othello betrayed him, or because he is the one that is in love with Othello (which is such an incongruous assumption) ?! So, in order to make things more pernicious, Iago decides to conspire a dreadful rumor that Desdemona has been sleeping with Cassio. This is a stroke of brilliance because now he will be able to obliterate Cassio's reputation, and ruin the sacred relationship between the newlyweds.

Overall, Iago is a master of scheming and lying through the entire play. In the beginning of the play, he states, "I am not what I am" (Shakespeare). This helps the reader to realize that he cannot be trusted and is a reticent person that rarely reveals his true thoughts. His only goal during the play is to enervate anyone that will come between him and his plans to bring down anyone that is a threat to him.

college searching.

When I went to visited Lafayette College, I was astonished by the beautiful landscape of the campus. Upon arrival, I saw the exquisitely constructed buildings, that all were within walking distance of one another. As I was greeted by the students of the college, they were all glowing and seemed very happy; not one of them seemed dissatisfied. I like seeing the students at the campus because then I am able to get a better feel for the kinds of students that it attracts, which says a lot about the school. At Lafayette, there were many students that were studying in the library in each of their own study rooms. As I was looking in the aisles of books in the library, I was exculpated by one of the librarians, since she thought I was "snooping around".

After I saw the library, I went to one of the building that had freshman girls' dorms. The dorms seemed pretty jejune to me, just like the ones that were in movies. My student guide showed me her room which was covered in posters and pictures of her friends, and it had two bunkbeds for her and her roommate. A dorm room is definitely not the location of my personal "Mecca", but I know that I am going to have to deal with living far away from home. It does not bother me that I am not in my own house, but it does bother me that I will be living with a complete stranger. What if I have a malevolent roommate that steals all of my personal belongings?! Even if that does happen to me, I am going to have to be resilient and learn to adapt to my new environment. If I have a crazy roommate, so what? I'll just never be able to sleep because I will be so paranoid, but it is completely fine.

I am a very ingenuous person, so I am hoping to not have a roommate that is really wild and crazy. I just want to be able to dorm with someone that is somewhat normal...is that so hard to ask for? I just hope that this person, whoever it turns out to be, will not harass my and put bugs in my pillowcase. But, besides that, I am so excited to embark on a journey of self-discovery once I go away to college!

relay for life!

This year Pascack Valley is hosting Relay for Life on our track, which is very special and exciting. I volunteered to be the captain for the team of juniors that are going to be participating and I am so proud to support such an august cause with my friends. Many people do not realize how much work goes into making sure an event this large runs smoothly and successfully. When I arrived at the first meeting where all of the captains met who was responsible for creating the event, I was stunned at the many events that were going to be taking place on that day of Relay for Life, as well as the amount of people that were going to be participating. The women in charge were very adamant about making sure that no one was ostracized, and there was no limit on the amount of teams that could be created.

As they began to talk about the different aspects of the event, and what we should be telling our teammates, I remained obsequious, and wrote down every thing that was being said. I was overcome with emotion because the determination and strength of these women were expressed to everyone at the meeting, and helped us believe that one day, cancer could be defeated forever. They then began to explain to explain the concept behind "Luminaria bags". I was a neophyte to this topic, and was eager to learn about their significance. What I learned about them was that hold candles, and can be decorated with pictures in order to pay tribute to someone that is currently battling cancer, has survived cancer, or has passed away due to cancer. I thought it was a beautiful way to pay respects to people that have unfortunately encountered this life-threatening disease.

Lastly, the meeting concluded with a tutorial on how to construct team flags. The materials that were given out to make the flags with was a pillow case, which would be attached to a dowel. The women stated that the flags could be as panache as the team desired, and should be creative. Many members of my team are very artistic and have a predilection for decorating and embellishing different kinds of things. Once the meeting had come to a close, I was ready to get my team members pumped about this fantastic event, and I had really become an erudite team captain!

things that help me to relax (:

Now that we are approaching the end of the year, all of the final projects are due and my stress level keeps on increasing. I feel as though I am bereft of time to myself, and I am always moving and doing something. Sometimes I wish I had a remote to pause my life since school gets so hectic. It honestly takes a Herculean student to survive four years of high school at Pascack Valley. So, I have a few methods that help me to stay relaxed, and have a clear mind.

1. Always drink herbal teas.

I am in love with tea, and it is probably the most soothing drink that you can choose to consume. My mom is the reason as to why I am addicted to drinking tea, even though my younger sister is quite blasé with the powers of herbal tea. I have developed my own concoction and whip it up whenever I feel overwhelmed. First, I brew some traditional Lipton tea, and make sure that it reaches a deep hazelnut brown. Then, I take about four spoonfuls of sugar and make sure it dissolves in my mug of tea. One half of a juicy, ripe lemon is then squeezed into my delicious mixture, making it ready for the final ingredient: honey. I always go to my cabinet to grab that golden teddy bear bottle in order to squeeze out about three tablespoons of honey. Finally, my beverage is complete. My cats seem to find the sweet aroma of my tea to be quite noisome, and often run out of the kitchen whenever I make it. But, for me, it serves as pure therapy.

2. Go on facebook.

Yes, I know it sounds weird, but if you take thirty minutes out of your day to browse facebook, you will rid yourself of all school-related stress. Looking up links to post on your friends' walls, posting pictures, and utilizing facebook chat has the ability to distract a person for hours. Even though this works as stress-relief, I always need to make sure that I set an ending time for how long I surf Facebook. This is because a side effect that I have found from spending too much is that I have lost a lot of energy since Facebook can sometimes be a soporific pastime.

3. Watch favorite shows on hulu.com

Whenever I have had a long day at school, I find it very rewarding to lay in my bed and watch some episodes of my favorite sitcoms on the website hulu.com. I usually fall asleep while tuning in, but it is relaxing and makes me laugh right before I say goodbye to my day. Even though some of the shows I choose to watch are full of bunkum, they always put me in such a good mood. The sitcoms on my laptop screen transfix my eyes, and soon the lights and sounds lull me into a deep sleep.

Cruising to Cozumel, Mexico!

I have finally returned home from my incredible cruise, and I am extremely sad to be back in the cold weather. But, I will always have the memories of this vacation in my heart to help me make it through the upcoming snow and sleet. One of my favorite days on the cruise was Wednesday, when we arrived in Cozumel, Mexico. I had never been to Mexico before and was very excited to see this beautiful tropical island. We had signed up for a Jeep excursion, and the minute we got there, we had to take a boat to get to Playa del Carmen, where our tour was planned to begin. The night before my family became a little seasick, and surprisingly I was the only one that did not get sick. So, it was up to me to go to the infirmary, where the nurse prescribed pills for my mom, dad, and sister to take. As we boarded the boat in Mexico, my family had the pills from the night before to safely survive the voyage across the ocean.

Once we got to Playa del Carmen, we met our tour guides and the other families that were also going on the Jeep Tour. After the tour guides explained the itinerary for the day, we got to choose the Jeep that we would be driving in. My family and I choose a silver Jeep and had the top down as we drove to our first destination. The wind was warm, and the sun was shining brightly on our faces as we meandered through many different roads. But, as we were driving one of the drivers in front of us faced a moratorium from driving because he was unable to drive a stick-shift. As we approached the first place of our tour, we parked our Jeep and were eager to eat and engage ourselves in the surroundings.

A private beach was where we wound up arriving after a carefree drive. We had an authentic Mexican lunch that consisted of guacamole, chicken marinated in a tomato sauce, watermelon, and rice. After we had finished eating, we were able to tan on the white sands of the beach and swim in the crystal waters of the ocean. The waves were very calm and I was completely relaxed in the pristine environment that we had encountered. After a little over an hour, we got back in our Jeep and headed for the jungle.

Once we arrived to the small jungle, we were instructed by our tour guides to wear hardhats since they were wary about the low entrance of the cave we were about to enter. The stalactites were very close to our heads as we all began to enter, so we had to be cautious. Once we were in the cave, there was a whole body of mineral water that surrounded the cave's walkway. The tour guides encouraged us to swim in these waters, but I was a little apprehensive about taking the plunge, so I decided to go on the walking tour instead. On the tour my family and I learned all about how the formations within the cave were created and the sea creatures that inhabited the waters. In a small pool of water, the tour guide threw a rock and soon we saw little albino shrimp come out from the depths of the pool. After the walking tour, we headed back to our Jeeps and returned to the dock where the boat would take us back to the cruise. I was sad when the tour guides said that the excursion was about to be terminated because I really fell in love with Mexico. It is such a fantastic place that is full of history and nature that everyone should have the chance to see someday!

Cruising to Key West!

I have just gotten back from a day in Key West on my first cruise ever! My family and I have chosen to take a cruise vacation this February break and it has been such a great experience so far. We first arrived on our cruise yesterday, and spent the whole day exploring the enormous ship and meeting so many new people. Today, we spent time in our first destination, which was Key West, also known as the Conch Republic. We took a shuttle bus to Mallory Square, which is where all the shops are. The weather was sunny and bright, which was so refreshing after living in below freezing conditions for the past three months in New Jersey. Before we left the shuttle buses to explore the small city, the driver accosted a message over the loudspeaker, "If you are not back by 1:30, the buses will leave and you will not be seeing the cruise ship for the rest of your vacation." Even though he was not that nice, my family and I disregarded his attitude and were ready to shop like crazy!

The first gift shop that we came across was a big store that sold all sorts of ornaments, magnets, and other nick-knacks. What made this gift shop unique was the behemoth made of sea sponges that stood outside of the shop! Everyone was eager to take pictures with this "sponge monster" because it was so big and unlike anything they had ever seen! As we continued to walk about Mallory Square, there was a small little store that sold that best key lime pie that I had ever tasted! Everything they sold had a trace of key lime in it, including lotions, iced tea mixes, and frozen, chocolate dipped slices of key lime pie. The shop was very welcoming due to its bright and vibrant decor, and was one of my favorite places that we discovered. Next, my dad was craving something to eat, so we came across a little shack that sold an odd comestible, which were conch fritters. Conch is probably the most horrific tasting fish that I have ever tried, but of course my dad found them to be absolutely delicious! They were deep-fried, and the dipping sauce that they were accompanied by was a spicy Dijon mustard. This delicacy is popular among people living in Key West, and proved to win the taste buds of my dad as well!

My mom and I then began to search for a jewelry store, and soon came across a lady that was selling homemade jewelry along the sidewalk. She was selling ancient keys on different chains, which caught my eye right away. I wound up picking out one that was on a satin gray chain, and realized that she was making keys because we were in Key West! I thought that was a very cute concept and had her tie it around my neck so that I could wear it. Another store that sold very unique items was called Crazy Shirts. At this store, the shirts were dyed with all natural sources including lavender, hibiscus, wine, money, beer, coffee, and chiles. My mom bought my dad a key lime-dyed shirt as memorabilia of this amazing place we were exploring. As it began to get hotter, I was in desperate need of a drink to satiate my thirst, and of course there was Starbucks right around the corner! I ordered a iced tea lemonade, which definitely hit the spot! On the way back to the shuttle bus we saw many roosters running around, and one of the people informed us that drivers would be indicted and fined if they were to run over these animals. Key West was a very special place that was concerned with the well-being of their wildlife and environment which I found very interesting. Overall it was an enjoyable day in a place that I had never seen before!

SNOW DAY!

Today is a snow day!! I am a very credulous and gullible person, so when people tell me there is going to be a snow day I usually believe them without a doubt but this time they were right! When Mr. Demaio came on the loudspeaker yesterday and said that they were going to close the school for a snow day I was ECSTATIC! Pascack Valley High School almost never closes their school due to inclement weather, but today has been a true miracle. At first it was a great start, I got up at around 11:00 in the morning and had a chance to have an actual breakfast that was homemade. I was ready to watch a couple seasons of The Office, until my dad sat down at breakfast and altered my plans. He began cajoling me by saying that he was very proud of me for getting good grades this marking period, and saying that I was such a good daughter. Well I knew that my dad was trying to persuade me to do something strenuous and horrific, and I knew just the activity he needed help with----shoveling snow. I tried to make a quick escape to my room, but then my mom intercepted my avoidance my packing on the guilt because she told me, "Would you mind just spending a little of your time to help your father outside? I love you." Well we all know what I now had been forced into doing, so I had to go get my lovely snow gear on.

I had to put on about three pairs of pants, two sweatshirts, and five pairs of socks so that I would be warm enough to traverse the twelve inches of snow outside. I was ready to be done getting all the snow off the cars as quickly as possible, but it began taking longer than I had anticipated. My arms were starting to hurt from shoveling the snow, and my sister was becoming laconic which was a sign that she was ready to go inside, since she is always a chatterbox. Then, the snowblower was unable to get rid of all the snow because the snow was practically turning into ice since it was so cold. My dad was determined to clear the entire driveway, but I could not take it anymore. My fingers were turning blue, (even though I had gloves on) and my attitude was becoming aloof because my patience was running thin. My dad was finally fed up with the cold himself, and we all decided to go inside to warm up. The rest of the day turned out to be very relaxing though, and I even made red velvet cupcakes with my sister!

Working Girl.

I have recently started working for my cousin's personal trainer to earn some extra cash because I want to eradicate the option of asking my parents for money all the time. I have always been very ambitious about working, but I have always found it very difficult to balance having a job and managing schoolwork simultaneously. I was working at Blimpie (Subway's biggest competitor) for about a year almost every Saturday, but the remuneration that I was receiving was not substantial enough for all the work that I was doing there. So, I decided to move on and not work for a few months so that I could acclimate myself to the new workload that junior year was about to offer. Then, since I decided not to participate in the fall drama and spring musical this year, I needed to participate in some kind of activity after school that would stimulate myself.

Over winter break, I had gone to my cousin Nicole's apartment, and went with her to her personal trainer, Elena. Elena was a vivacious person who was full of energy and thrilled to meet me. She was certified in holistic medicines and had an array of all-natural pills that were bound to heal any ailment. I was in awe at all the information she knew about staying healthy and I got to ask many questions about how different herbs possessed different characteristics in order to heal and rejuvenate people. She was flattered by my interest, and told me to leave her a dossier of my personal information in case she needed someone to work for her in the future. After a couple of weeks, Elena called me and asked me if I wanted to do secretarial work for her during the week. I knew this would be a perfect job for me because I am very organized and she was extremely flexible about the amount of hours I would put in every week.

I was ebullient for my first day of work since I love working with computers and managing files. When I had come in, she instructed my on how to organize her calendar by using Microsoft Outlook, and other things I was to organize for her. Also, she said I had complete freedom to brainstorm ways that she could promote her business by designing flyers, brochures, and even making a Facebook fan page. I was eager to put my knowledge of technology to use and absolutely love my new job!

2010...this is going to be a big year.

This is my first blog post of the year 2010. I have a feeling that this year is going to be a big year overall. Other years have provoked unbearable ennui, but this year I am excited for the many big things that are ahead. For example, Winter Ball is on Friday, which is the first formal dance that the class of 2011 is able to attend. Majority of the student body is ecstatic for the Ball, especially the girls who like to get dressed up, like me. On Facebook, one of the girls in the junior class even created a group that all the girls could use to post the dresses that they were going to wear so that no one would wind up having the same dress. So, within about three weeks, whenever I went on Facebook, pictures of all sorts of dresses would be burgeoning by the minute! Also, many of the upperclassmen that I have talked to have communicated an imprimatur that the Winter Ball is guaranteed to be enjoyable.

Also, this year is going to be an intense year because I have to take the SAT's and apply to the colleges of my choice. My anxiety will never allay due to the fact that I have to put in so much preparation for the standardized tests that I have to take and the application forms that I will be filling out. But, I need to try to keep my cool and keep on trying to stay positive because I have to enjoy my life, and not only worry about school. I do not want to go to a college that is too far from my home because I know that I am going to be very homesick that first couple of months since I am very close to my family.

Lastly, I am ecstatic to turn 18 this November! I think that this will be the most salient part of this entire year. I am going to be ecstatic since I will finally earn my right to vote! That may sound a little nerdy, but I will finally feel like an adult once I am given the power to exercise this right. Also, I will finally be able to order stuff from television, because the advertisements always have a disclaimer that says, "You must be eighteen or older to call", well I will finally be 18! Overall, I have a feeling that this is going to be a phenomenal year, and I am ready to make the best of it!

jersey shore controversy.

Okay, it's true, I have to admit that I am a complete reality television junkie. I love the corny reality TV shows that nobody likes to watch because everyone knows they aren't even "real". But, the latest reality show that I have been tuning in for is Jersey Shore. This show is about a group of eight Italian strangers who are living in a shore house together in Seaside Heights, New Jersey. Many viewers have described this show as a social stigma since it gives Italian people a bad image. The truth about these young adults that are in their twenties are that they are not just ordinary Italians, they are "guidos". Guidos are the tawdry Italians that constantly have to wear gaudy jewelry, get spray tans, and tend to wear inappropriate clothing. But, what makes this show so addicting is all of the drama that goes on among the roommates, which has caused me to succumb to watching every episode of this new television series.

Many of the people on the show have different nicknames, such as Michael, who calls himself "The Situation". He is always very invidious in every episode since he likes to provoke his other friends just to make trouble and get them angry. Mike's best friend on the show is Pauly D., who always goes out at night with Mike so that they can meet new girls every night of the summer. As the season progresses, Mike and Pauly D have become sycophants since they flatter girls in order to get their number in return. One of the funniest girls on the show is Nicole, whose nickname is "Snookie". Her skin appears to be orange because she gets spray tanned so much, and always makes funny comments and gets herself into unfortunate situations because she is so outgoing. My favorite guy out of all the guys in the house is Vinny because he is very sweet and is the least obnoxious out of all of them. I watch new episodes of this show every Thursday night and cannot wait for tomorrow's episode!

so this is christmas.

This year I feel as though Christmas flew by. Ever since I entered high school, the holidays seem to go by and I am not able to enjoy them as much as I did when I was younger. My family always coalesces for Christmas, but I cannot enjoy the anticipation for when Christmas comes because I am always busy doing homework, and then all of a sudden Christmas seems to creep up behind me and I am not prepared for it to come yet. I like when my "Christmas anxiety" builds up inside of me because it fills my soul with holiday spirit. But, since it comes so fast, I lose that effect inside of me. But, Christmas will always be my favorite holiday because it is ethereal to me since it creates such a beautiful and timeless season for everyone. School always tends to make the time before the holidays saturnine due to the fact that sometimes I won't even have time to decorate the tree because of all the homework I have, which gets me very depressed sometimes.

But, school cannot put a damper on the fun that I have with my family during Christmas Eve and Christmas Day. My family is the loudest and funniest group of people that you will even meet in your life! My entire family means the world to me even though all of my uncles (my dad's brothers) hector me every single time we get together. I am an easy target since I find what they joke about hysterically funny and they are like brothers to me. Also, every time we are all together, my dad and his brothers will always perform ruses on their sister's kids, which we all get a good laugh at. My family is 100% Italian, and they won't every let you forget it if you ever meet or talk to them. My grandma makes incredible homemade Italian food that makes my mouth water at every holiday...especially Christmas!

REMI! <3

Puppies are the most adorable animals a person could ever own. They are known as a man's best friend, and over winter break I became very attached to my cousin's new puppy. The minute I entered my cousin's apartment I was beguiled by the cute little eyes and face of the tiny animal. My cousin, Nicole, and her husband, Matt, had come to me for advice on what they should name their puppy, and I had suggested the name Nico simply because I love the guy from the movie My Big Fat Greek Wedding whose name is Nico. But, when they told me that they were now getting a female puppy, I was a little insulted since I was so excited to christen this new puppy with the name I had chosen! So, while I was staying with Nicole and Matt, I excoriated their choice of choosing the name Remi because I thought it was a horrible name! Honestly, I have never met anyone that was named Remi, and did not think it was an exotic or creative idea. But, besides that, I fell in love with Remi because she had such a sweet demeanor and was so well-behaved for being only ten weeks old.

So, once Remi had fallen asleep by about 1:00 in the morning, and stopped barking, my cousin and I would stay up even later so that we could watch reruns of Sex and The City. During the commercials, Nicole was very garrulous and would ask me millions of questions about my friends and other unimportant matters. But, every night when it reached around 2:30 in the morning, we would hear barking and that's when I started to dislike Remi. She was practically implacable and would not stop barking until we played with her for another 30 minutes. But, even though my "sleepover" at my cousin's apartment was quite ephemeral since I was only there for four days, I still did not want to go home and especially did not want to go back to school. Nicole is like my older sister and I love her so much because we are able to talk about our lives for hours and she is always there for me.

peer leaders '09

I thought today was going to be just another ordinary field trip, but believe me it wasn't. As a Peer Leader I was required to partake in this "learning experience" which I thought was going to be a fun and carefree day. But, to my surprise it was a complete aberration which I had not foresaw. As my friends and I gathered together, we walked across the street from Pascack Valley to the church, since we were supposed to meet in its basement to listen to a well-known life coach, Robert Pruitt. Everyone walked in at a chary pace, since no one knew what this speaker was going to talk to us about. As we all began to flood the once capacious room, everyone became at ease since the life coach, Mr. Pruitt, began to play music that we all were quite familiar with. He then turned off the music once everyone had taken a seat and began his intense speech about how we are responsible for the choices we make in life and how we shouldn't let anyone influence or mislead us from the goals that we strive for. His presentation was the farthest thing from desultory due to the fact that he used a great scenario to depict the lesson he was trying to teach us, which had the audience in hysterics. He explained how the first time he went on the ride, Kingda Ka, a man told him that it was a crazy attraction that he should think about before deciding to ride it. Mr. Pruitt explained that he would not let this stranger's opinion influence his own, and proceeded to decide to walk up the endless flight of stairs to the ride. He then emulated how he rode the ride with his hands straight up in the air, rather than halfway in the air, because he explained how he was going to have the best experience possible. It was a great way to start the presentation, but I slowly began to notice a gradual crescendo of the intensity of the life lessons he continued to present to us.

Mr. Pruitt then began his presentation on trust. He asked all of us to stand up if we considered ourselves to have issues trusting people. It took a while for people to take the initiative to stand up, but once they did, it created a "domino effect" and other people started standing including myself. I have always been a person who does not trust people easily because I feel as though it is so hard to find people that I can depend on besides my own family. He then asked the people who decided to stand if a couple of them would like to challenge and overcome their issues with trusting people in front of everyone today. I was not one of the people who decided to do the activity, but observing it impacted me just the same. The activity that Mr. Pruitt had decided to do made the peer leaders who were not involved make two lines across from one another so that each person was facing someone else, which would be their partner. Each pair of partners held a dowel, and the people doing the activity had to be blindfolded and climb across the dowels that everyone was holding, by crawling across on their hands and knees and only listening to the guidance of their peers to get them across. As the people were being blindfolded and prepared to cross the sea of suspended dowels, I noticed a complete change in their demeanor. They were overcome with tears because this was not just an activity, but rather an emotional and internal journey for them to relinquish their inability to trust others and learn to have faith in themselves. It was an incredible sight to see these strong people, who were my friends, overcome this fear in front of everyone who were all cheering for them to keep on going and supporting them until they got to the end. Once the exercise was over, we all were able to reflect on what just happened. I took this opportunity to find the courage to stand up in front of everyone and explain the small self-discovery I had undergone while watching all of this take place. But, as I began to speak I went through a paroxysm of crying and it was hard for me to express what I wanted, since I had been so emotionally touched. I had finally commandeered my emotions with the help of Mr. Pruitt telling me to breathe and focus which proved to be quite difficult. Basically what I had said was how I admired the people who had participated in the activity because they had revealed their vulnerability, which I am not one to do. I also said that it made me realize that it is okay for people to see me as being weak sometimes, because I know that I have too much pride and feel I have to be in control of everything I do. But, I came to the realization that I am not going to be able to do everything on my own in life, and that people are going to be there to help me along the way. Also, I need to let my peers have an opportunity to see me as a more emotional individual since that is how I can develop deeper relationships with people by opening up a window for them to peek into my life every now and then. Once I had expressed myself to my fellow peer leaders, Mr. Pruitt said, "Do you realize that you just showed your vulnerability to everyone just now?". And once I saw his warm smile I felt like a weight had been lifted from my shoulders and that I had taken the first step towards discovering who I am as a person on a deeper level than ever before.

After the day had come to a close, I was so thankful for being given the opportunity to be inspired by such an eminent speaker who will change my perspective on myself and my decisions in life for years to come. :)

food gets me through life.

When September begins and summer ends, someone presses the fast-forward button on my life's remote control. But, as I struggle through the horrific weather that fall and winter brings, I find myself reminiscing about my favorite aspects of the summer that is now far behind me. During the summer I am such an epicure, since I love to enjoy different types of food since my family goes out to eat more frequently in the summer than during the school year. We would always take leisurely trips into the city for pleasure, and try all sorts of various cuisines. One of the cafes we went to was Au Bon Pain, which is an exquisite place for croissants and pastries, and they also can whip up an incredible roast beef sandwich. One of my favorites was the fondue restaurant (whose name escapes me) which we went to for my parent's anniversary. The ambiance of the restaurant transported my family and I to the tranquil French countryside. I could see the landscape vividly because the restaurant's paintings conveyed the talent of meticulous artists who paid close attention to the detail that made France so beautiful. When the first course was brought to our table, its fragrance was so omnipotent that my senses seemed to be overtaken by this gorgeous smell. Once I was able to see the fondue in front of my, I could not wait to dive my French bread into that sea of cheesy goodness. After we were finished, our waiter came back to our table and I told him with much brio, "This fondue is heavenly! It tastes as though it has been made by an Olympian god!" He was so flattered my my compliment that he brought out a chocolate fondue with cubes of cheesecake, strawberries, grapes, and bananas for us to indulge in. I was absolutely stuffed by the time the meal was over, and had to walk off all the calories I had gained by walking about twenty blocks to where my dad had parked our car. It was a great night... :)

But, I now have to move forward and accept the below freezing temperatures that ensue. At least I can look forward to turkey, cranberries, and egg nog! =]

my infatuation with the human mind.

The human mind is an endless labyrinth of thoughts, ideas, and feelings which will never cease to amaze me. It is incredible to me how a brain can provoke so many different feelings ranging from exuberance to depression. My infatuation with the dynamics of the human mind first started last year in my Spanish class. We had been assigned a Mexican artist to research, and my artist was Frida Kahlo. I was a little uninterested at first because I felt as though it was just going to be another typical research assignment. But, as I began to investigate Kahlo’s life, I had discovered how her state of mind had driven her to create such incredible paintings. Kahlo had gotten into a terrible bus collision which resulted in her inability to have children. Through her paintings she was able to convey her pain which sometimes came across as abstract and enigmatic. I was bewildered by how Kahlo used various symbols to express her state of infertility and how her works could imbue her emotions into my soul. It was so strange that this eccentric artist turned out to be culpable for motivating me to aspire to be a psychologist in the future. I now want to be able to understand what goes through the minds of human beings and how emotions are created and why people feel love and hatred and sadness. I want to be the one to help someone someday so they can feel as though they can understand themselves and not by destroyed by their internal thoughts.

what makes a novel a classic?

A novel can be considered classic when it is further interpreted years after the book has been published. The reoccurring discussion and thematic examination of a novel, portrays how it is "classic" enough to further investigate. Some novels that come to mind as classic to me include, "Hamlet", "Romeo and Juliet", and "A Tale of Two Cities". This novels for me exemplify a taste of classicism due to the fact that they have been inspiring for modern day plots of many movies, art, songs, and other novels as well. These novels are also dubbed classic for me because they are well-known by people of all ages, and therefore fit into the definition of classic as well. 

wuthering heights--> comments to others.

heyy JOR,

i definitely agree with your torn opinion on how the stereotype of rich people are snobby, but how some are grounded and have good values. i feel like sometimes it is hard for the rich to come out of the mindset that they can get just about whatever they want. this is a narrow way of thinking, yet some do manage to break out of it, and contribute their wealth towards benefitting the ones who need it most.

-jen :)

 

heyy yumsterrr!!!

i expanded on the same question as you and had the same opinion (and no i don't think you're a jerk cuz its true lol). i definitely agree with how women subconsciously are drawn to men who have a decent income, because they are thinking about the financial stability of their family in the future. i also think it is sad how the sweetest guys will almost never get the girl of their dreams, if they don't have a stable job at the time.

-jen :) (p.s. nice profile pic! lol)

 

heyy rhina,

i totally agree with your thoughts on revenge. i also believe that it is a bit abstract because it is a compilation of actions done to someone, but those actions are not clearly defined as insults or pranks. also, seeking revenge on someone definitely makes you just about as bad as them, so i agree with your advice on just ignoring the person instead. so yeah good post! :)

-jen =]

wuthering heights--> marriage and money.

whenever young women are asked about what they look for in a man, a few key characteristics come to mind. some of them for me would include: charming, loyal, funny, cute, and knows how to live life to the fullest. :) but even though some women don't always say it, in the very back of their minds, the majority of women do take into consideration whether or not this amazing guy they have found has the ability to keep a family financially stable for the rest of their life together. unfortunately, especially in today's society, money is just about everything. even though it can't buy happiness, it is a necessity that everyone needs in order to survive. so for me, i would say a good amount of women would choose a man with money, over a man who didn't have as much to reassure them that they can live comfortably. but i want to make this clear, in no way am i saying that women need to heavily rely on men for income, and not bring majority of the "bacon" home, because i am most definitely in favor of that lol. but i do feel as though it still remains a fantasy for women to have a man who is their soul mate, and not to have him be rich, but to have him be somewhat of a stable "rock" that they can rely on if the time comes to leave her job in order to take of their children.